i need to go for anger management.

over here, i apologise to anyone whom i might have blown up at over seemingly innocuous/trivial situations, in the past, present or near future.
*seemingly: to you it’s trivial/nothing much; but unfortunately to me, during this highly-stressed up emotional times, it’s like tying a bunch of firecrackers to the tail of a cat.

and please please please please please, there is a reason why people put ‘busy’ on their msn nicks… it means they are BUSY. and please, dun message me when i have that mode on (unless i message you first), especially these few weeks, i’m not going to be able to reply you, and message windows popping up are a humongous irritation to me, which means i might just lose control and abuse you verbally online. help me help yourself ok? let’s avoid unnecessary conflicts.

life’s been hectic, busy and filled with irritations, stressors and self-depreciating situations. it’ll probably get better once i’m used to doing a super medical posting, dealing with kids and anxious parents. or it won’t. anyway, it’ll pass. 6+ more weeks.

ARGH! i so hate myself for being so ‘anal’.

aiyo i’m sure lots of people have been irritated by me these few days. sighz… i don’t mean to! (ya i know ‘don’t mean to doesn’t absolve me from blame…) sorry folks!