The Pensieve

signs of aging:

1. don’t remember how to spell senesence/senescence and impissated/imspissated
heck, i’ll just put in an untidy scrawl during the exam.

2. looked at the photo i took with lulu (it’s on yr friendster lulu!) in yr 1/2 and i look SOOO much younger, innocent, happy, fresh, awake then. :(

so old now… and a friend recently told me to the face that i look so OLD after paeds interactive sessions. i forgot to ask whether i looked old even after paeds posting. haiz. but sometimes, ignorance is bliss…

3. i’m getting absent-minded… lik i can’t remember where i put my things and such. :(

4. i don’t remember telephone numbers as well as i did in the past. now i have to record down friends’ home numbers, or i’ll probably forget them…

point of contention:
remember how we used to sing ‘Jesus loves me this i know, for the bible tells me so…’ (ok, at least i used to sing all these songs complete with cute actions and so on…)

then today i wondered… so i know that Jesus loves me only because the bible says it? how do they write their songs! no logic!

bah bah black sheep…

1. I know things are getting baaaaad when I start to read Harry Potter again, right from book 1! Lovely books to help de-stress and bring some humour back into my life.

2. On the other hand, this sentence has made me laff at least 4x today…

The fallopian tubes should be treasured organs to the pathology student because they are so seldom the site of primary disease…

I actually stopped myself, went back to the start of the sentence a re-read it a couple of times… Heh heh heh… it sounds so farnee… < - first symptom of patho-induced mental breakdown. -_-

3. I’m feeling pure ennui nowadays, it’s killing me… softly but surely. i’m getting awfully restless as well… who’s on for dinner one nite? take the mind off anything pathological! just gossip and relax and talk about inconsequential, trivial matters!!!

i so badly need a night off… *sob*

4. crap, my brain’s like some cribriform plate, some kind of sieve where only the hugest particles are retained… die. die. die.

5. argh argh argh

So scared i’m not gonna make it…