hi everyone,
with the discovery that a few more people have linked me to their blogs, there came a question of how many people actually were reading the blog. it’s a daunting realisation. and with all the angst and depressive signs in my entries these days, i’m worried people will 胡思乱想. so, maybe i’ll go on a blog hiatus, at least till next saturday?

actually i myself don’t fully know why i’m feeling this way. or maybe i’m just pretending to be in denial because i dunno how to solve those problems. but at least i know i don’t satisfy the DSM-IV for depression. yet. i got a suggestion from someone, instead of applying the technique of finding the underlying cause and treating it (like we all med pple are trained to do), i should apply the ‘palliative’ approach and just get myself happy first, then reflect and find out what the causes were… like what she said, if a patient is in pain, sometimes we can’t find out the cause of the pain until after we relieve it.

*prays hard that the palliative team does not get wind of this*

JIA YOU DOPEY JIA YOU!

ok, shall end here, i’m getting all swingy again. time to immerse myself in my presentation for dementia tomorrow.

yours, demented dopey