I realised that almost all my recent posts have been about medical stuff. it’s really sad, doesn’t it. just shows how much else there is in my life. :(
today’s national day, and i got myself an off-day :) yay. but last night i dreamt that i was on ward round, and we were discussing things like whether we should tail down Mr so-and-so’s warfarin dose cuz his INR went up again, or whether SLH has finally accepted Mr so-and-so’s application and whether another Mdm s0-and-so’s fever has finally settled, or her cultures came back with MRSA? It was a horrible night.
Then I woke up so early today, went to the toilet and almost bathed and changed, thinking i had to go to the hospital.
Felt such a sense of relief to realise I was off and went back to sleep and didn’t get up till ELEVEN hahaha…
Now i feel quite messed up. wondering if it’s better for me to go to the hospital. haiz. i think i’ve been using SIP as a form of escapism. So these days, I tend to crash on off-days. SIGH.
On a better note, watched ‘lakehouse’ yesterday, shall review it after i’ve watched the korean version - il mare, which i hope to get my hands upon soon.
